MERGE MAGAZINE
#WOMANCRUSHWEDNESDAY
INTERVIEW
10/26/2026
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SPEWKY DEWKY
Best advice you ever received?
The best advice I’d have to say I’ve ever received is to not be afraid to show people the real me. A lot of people don’t know that I have been diagnosed with Autism. I’ve spent my entire life trying to mask that side of me because it hasn’t always been socially acceptable or understood, therefore, I’ve stayed hidden most of my life. Someone told me that I needed to be my authentic self and the people who couldn’t get on board with that didn’t deserve a place in my fan base or in my life. Allowing myself to open up and show that side of me has been a huge weight lifted off of me. Who said people with autism couldn’t be sexy? 🤣
Favorite food?
It’s really hard to pick a single favorite food because I change my feelings so much. I go through these seasons where I obsess over one thing and eat it over and over for months! Like, right now I’m eating ramen and takoyaki religiously. I also love Italian food period. I’m always up for a shrimp fettuccini. Some snacks I like are popcorn, drumstick ice cream and Zebra Cakes 🤣
Favorite part of a mans body?
So if I’m being completely honest, I’m pretty gay. I love everything about a woman’s body, but my favorite are the dimples on their lower back. When it comes to men it’s a little more difficult because, as cliché and corny as it sounds, it really is more about personality. I like those goofy, gangly guys. Ones that are loud and silly, but can become dominant at the times that matter. 😛
Favorite part of your body?
Immediately, my ass. Oddly enough, my eyebrows are a close second. I have naturally good eyebrows that hardly need any maintenance, and I love that for me. However, I worked hard for the body I have now! I worked out to get that ass everyone loves online. I’m very proud of it 🤣
Turn ons?
I have a few of these. First off, I like a nice person. It’s a huge turn on when someone is caring and genuine. For example, when they are nice to their waiter or waitress, stop to help someone on the side of the road that’s stranded, or giving someone a couple bucks when they’re struggling. I also LOVE when someone smells good. I want you to walk by and your wonderful scent slap me in the face. That makes me want to do nasty things to them. In bed, I LOVE a verbal man. I want to hear what you want to do to me and how it feels.
Turn offs?
For men, it’s anger. If you’re an entitled, emotionally unintelligent asshole, then keep it moving. Nothing more gross to me than a man throwing a temper tantrum. For women, it’s jealous gossiping/rumors. I believe in women uplifting woman and sticking together. When I realize a woman is jealously word vomiting, I’m clocked out. Those are turn offs for personality traits but physically are men in flip flops and woman in those ill-fitting corsets that make their titties shaped really weird. Like triangles? It’s kind of hard to explain without seeing it🤣
You're our #modelcrushmonday, who is yours?
Mine is @muahalix on Instagram. I follow her and I love her content. She’s an incredible makeup artist and she’s fine as hell. I mean, my type all the way. She’s funny, thick, beautiful, talented. The list goes on. And that ass though 👀 😮💨
Best part of making love? Besides the obvious.
There is so much about it. I love getting what I want. Sex with me is borderline domestic violence.🤣 I like to be smacked, choked, tied up, scolded, and disrespected. I like to be hurt. That is my favorite part. The “abuse” as some would call it. I just call it “fun”😈
You feel sexiest when?
I feel sexiest when I’m completely naked. I love to be naked. However, I do like lingerie outfits that I put together. I get pretty creative when it comes to matching stuff. I build my own outfits all the time. So, I’d also say I feel pretty sexy when an outfit that I picture in my mind comes together even better when I’m finished with it and I put it on.
Favorite place to be touched?
My favorite place to be touched is my neck, nipples, and inner thighs. Any of those will get me going pretty quickly. Sometimes the neck touching gives me goosebumps or a chill and that’s a pretty big turn on for me.
Least place to be touched?
My least favorite place to be touched is my feet. I have some sensory issues there. I don’t mind a little brush, but I don’t want your fingers or tongue all in between my toes. That’s a quick way to get punched in the forehead.
Do you have a sexual bucket list? Anything you want to share?
This one is hard because I am pretty diverse sexually, so I’ve tried everything that I’ve wanted. I believe in at least trying everything once before you get an opinion whether you like something or not. So, while I’m sitting here thinking, I can’t think of anything that I haven’t tried.
Describe the perfect date.
The perfect date for me would be an arcade, a rage room, an escape room, or a play at a theater. I absolutely love going to arcades, playing games, getting the tickets, and going to the prize section and getting all kinds of little silly stuff that I hang onto to remember! I also went to a rage room one time, and I would absolutely love to go back. I love smashing glass and furniture. Again, what a lot of people don’t see on Instagram is the more artsy side of me. I was a huge theater kid growing up, so I love going to watch plays in musicals. Which is kind of an unpopular opinion🤣
As a model, how do you deal with the collateral drama of your profession? Like dating?
I don’t even have to worry about that because I’m already in a really healthy relationship. I am married to the most wonderful person on the planet. He’s very supportive of everything that I do. He doesn’t try to control me or my content, and he doesn’t mind me talking to other people.
Describe the atmosphere when you're on a shoot. Do you play music? Do you talk with the photographer in between shots?
Oh, I’m absolutely one of the most talkative people you will ever meet in your life. I can have a conversation with anybody. I do play music to get the vibes going, but I also like to have a conversation with the photographer beforehand so there’s a clear vision that we’re going for with a clear message as well. I like to see some of the photos that are being taken in between, so I know what I like and what I don’t like. I’m very verbal, so if I see something I don’t like, I will absolutely say something. I feel very strongly about my beliefs and the messages that I push across, so if I feel something is a misrepresentation of who I am, then I’ll stop it immediately. On the other hand, if I see something that I love, then I get really giddy and excited and love to celebrate with that person.
If you could go back in time and talk to the young you when you started modeling, what advice would you give yourself?
If I could go back in time and give myself some advice, it would absolutely be to pursue what I wanted versus what other people wanted. I would tell myself to not listen to the people who were controlling me and pushing me into a box that I didn’t fit in. I knew early on that I wanted to do a sexier and more alternative side of modeling, but was always told I didn’t have the face or build for that. And unfortunately, I listened and ended up wasting a lot of time doing a lot of photo shoots that completely misconstrued who I was.
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